my poems, my heart, my soul

Pain, A Four Letter Word

2010-11-22T22:47:00.001-08:00

Pain, A Four Letter Word

2010-11-22T22:30:00.001-08:00

2010-11-22T22:24:00.001-08:00

A Note To Daddy

2010-11-22T22:18:00.001-08:00

Going Mad

2010-11-22T22:10:00.001-08:00

Night falls,
And the darkness comes,
The darkness comes to steal your soul,
Life is lonely when noone cares.

Dawn comes,
And brings the light,
The light in which your soul's redeemed,
Life is happy when your loved.

Cycles repeat,
And you feel the madness coming,
A torrent of emotions,
That rips your life in half.

Emotions confuse you,
And you want what you can't have,
Life is never fair,
And the madness has come.

Sadness

2010-11-22T22:04:00.003-08:00

Sadness

2010-11-22T22:04:00.001-08:00

Nightmares

2010-11-20T21:46:00.001-08:00

As i fall asleep,
I lose control,
My dreams drag me under,
And i see the damned soul.

Sharp fangs that tear,
A soul so unkind,
Uncaring eyes,
As i dream i fear i'll lose my mind.

Tears of blood fall down my face,
A little of me dies,
I cry and cry although i'm bound,
Bound to face your screams and cries.

Oh, i know that i am lost,
I chose the path of no return,
I abandoned you and now your gone,
I weep to see my own soul burn.

Lonely

2010-11-19T15:23:00.000-08:00

I'm hyper not happy,
Why can't you tell the difference?'
Can't you see that i only smile,
To hide the tears in my eyes.

I'm lost,
All alone,
Trying to find,
My way back home.

Am i insane?,
Or just unhappy?,
I can't make up my mind,
I'm just a little confused.

So cold,
Feeling no love,
All alone,
Surrounded by people.

Just The Way It Is

2010-11-19T15:22:00.000-08:00

Days are sad,
Always the same,
I feel myself go mad,
With all those emotions i can't change.

Same tears,
Falling from my eyes,
All the same fears,
Of such dreadful goodbyes.

I feel no love,
I wish to be,
With all the stars above,
Oh why can't you see?

So lost in my pain,
I feel so drowned in sorrow,
Oh i'll scream in vain,
Hoping to god i won't awake tomorrow.

Judgement Day

2010-11-19T15:20:00.000-08:00

Growing older,
Getting smarter,
You thought you fell in love,
Life got harder.

Dreams and expectations,
Filled your mind,
You began to forget them,
Your fate was signed.

Love kills,
And dreams fade away,
You do all the wrong things,
And soon its judgement day.

Repent! Repent!,
Follow the rules,
Forget about love,
You simple fools.

Always Searchimg

2010-11-19T15:19:00.000-08:00

Searching for joy,
Escaping from fear,
Going in circles,
My tears fall when your near.

Searching for sanity,
Yet loving the madness,
Screaming and sobbing,
I'm running from my sadnees.

Searching for solace,
A place to cry,
A place to hide,
Sometimes i want to die.

Searching for love,
Running to you,
Despising my pain,
Yet missing it too.